Ready for bed?! BEFORE 11?!?!

Friends, I don't know what the mess is going on.... But I am ready for bed and it's only 10:32. This is craziness for me!

Well, I'll list some little excitements of the day:

• I got my engine coolant topped-off, and the guy said he wasn't going to charge me!
• SO kind of him! And now that silly little light in my car will STAY OFF!
• It's been coming on and off for about a month... Haha.
• My journal critique that was originally due this Thursday got pushed back to NEXT Thursday!
• Praise-worthy! I would have had a rough time having that done this week!
• My psyc test for next week has a study guide! Yay for those helpful "hints!"
• I made the Dean's List from last semester!
• My madre said she's proud of me :)

In other news, I've had Moulin Rouge songs stuck in my head for the past few days.... Aside from the song posted in my first "Moulin Rouge" post, this is another one of my favorites:



Well, I am going to read my Bible and get some sleep. Goodnight loves!

I am a Martha.

"³⁸ As Jesus and his disciples were on their way, he came to a village where a woman named Martha opened her home to him.³⁹ She had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord’s feet listening to what he said. ⁴⁰ But Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made. She came to him and asked, 'Lord, don’t you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!'

   ⁴¹ 'Martha, Martha,' the Lord answered, 'you are worried and upset about many things, ⁴² but few things are needed—or indeed only one. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.'”

{Luke 10:38-42}

Tonight, Nancy led myself and some other SAO sister's in a Bible study on Mary and Martha. Upon reading this particular passage, I realized that I am totally a Martha. In the past, it has been easy for me to read this story and say, "What the heck, Martha? That's JESUS! Why would you be running around the house when you could be spending time with JESUSSSS?!?!" Well, loves, insert the realization of hypocrisy here. When I had a house full of company two weekend ago, I spent almost the entire time (even when the movie was on) running back and forth between the kitchen, the living room, and my bedroom making sure that everyone had something to drink, snacks, pillows, blankets... the whole shoot and match. What I sacrificed was the ability to actually spend quality time with them because I was so preoccupied in making sure everyone was comfortable and that everything was still in order.

Now, I realize that this is a very secular instance, but bear with me. Nancy challenged us to take this passage and also apply it to our physical selves, the temple which houses the Holy Spirit. She talked about how Martha had not been prepared for having Jesus come into her house (which could have been for several reasons, but again, just tole with me....), and how that kept her from being able to spend time with and learn from Jesus. If we are to have quality time with God, we must prepare our hearts for it. We cannot be consumed with task lists or petty chores. If our focus is to be solely on the Lord, then we need to abandon the stresses and to-dos of our lives. Ultimately, what matters is God. What we need is Him. He is what is best for us. I am a Martha. I get caught up in the step-by-step process of my days and the work that needs to be done, often times neglecting that time that could be spent with my Father. He is right there, waiting for me to come to Him; He never leaves. But He also doesn't force Himself upon me, which means I need to take responsibility for myself. I cannot grow if I contribute nothing. Self, be more like Mary. Though it will be challenging, and likely take time, it is not impossible. After all, with God, all things are possible!

Run-down:

• Dance classes.
• Marley burn on the tops of my feet, ftw!
• I love feeling like a dancer again :)
• One of my classmates told me she couldn't tell I hadn't taken a class in over a year! Yay!
• Maybe I'm not sub-par after all!
• Lunch with Kristina.
• Mailed a package :)
• SAO PR meeting.
• Bible Study.

• Dinner with Nancy :)
• Once Upon a Time (after I proactively completed my science homework three days early)!
• Now I'm all caught up!

Goodnight, loves!

Many of my life's greatest joys...

come from rejoicing with my brothers and sisters in their times of great elation :)

"Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn."
{Romans 12:15}


"If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it." 
{1 Corinthians 12:26}

In other news, this picture is beautiful to me    not in aesthetics, but in the love it represents.

Goodnight loves.

Note to self: movies are not reality.

For real, I get extremely emotionally invested into movies that I really like. For example, I watched Moulin Rouge again tonight. (Yes, I know I just watched it, but now I own my own copy! Haha. Crazy? Maybe I am; it's plausible.) While I was watching it, and mind you this was only about 10 minutes in, Hannah and Jenn looked at me and asked me if I was okay. Apparently, I had an extremely concerned facial expression. And later on in the movie, towards the end, they kept looking at me and saying, "It's okay Steph! It's not real!" Okay, I know it's not, but I just get so sucked in! Bahhh. I have a problem, it's fine... By the way, those of you who haven't seen that movie before, make a date with me to get together and do so :)

As for the earlier chuck of my day, here it goes: I got brunch with Taylor, Brittany, and Hannah [my little]. We talked about the dramas and funnies of elementary school, and it was quite entertaining. Brittany lying about A.R. points in the third grade, my hair getting cut off in kindergarten, and various stories about the crazy little boys that Brittany worked with when se was in high school.... we were rolling. Haha. Hannah and I followed brunch up with some Mandarin Rooibos/Chai tea at Greenberry's :) I love my Big/Little time with Hannah; it makes me happy :) And I love being able to touch base with her and see how everything is going in her life, since I don't see her very much throughout the week.

After our tea time, I was not productive at all. Y'all, I am on board the struggle bus right now in regards to getting work done. It's rough... But anyways, later on, I ventured over to FYE where I found Moulin Rouge! (Walmart, Best Buy, and Target were all fails in that department... I checked.) Not only did I find it, but it was only $5! Holla! I also found pocky, which is also a bonus :) After that endeavor, Hannah (not my little) and I got dinner together at Dukes :) We talked about lots of things, but mostly our families. I love our heart-to-hearts because, even though we both have things to share, we take the time to listen to one another as well, which is important to both of us. We can be "me" talkers when appropriate, while also being "you" talkers :) That may not make sense if you weren't there.... But that was another topic we discussed! At any rate, we followed up our dinner date with an attempted homework session at the Fishbowl, which I failed at (at least Hannah and Brandi got work done though....). Luckily for me, it turned into a movie night :) Jenn came over and we took in the flick!

Now here I am, exactly 6 hours away from when I need to wake up, and I am a sleepy bear. Tomorrow morning might be a little rough.... Womp. Goodnight loves!

Be Love to someone else.

A quick run-down:

• Brandi's yoga class with some SAO sisters.
• Bad Day strikes.
• Lunch with Brittany (my long-lost hall-mate).
• Pick up the paycheck. Woop!
• Crash in TDU before I pass out.
• Cancel my booking for the hip hop class I was going to take.
• Take yet another nap in TDU. (That's 2 hours total)
• Go back to the room to get ready for large group.
• Dinner with my small group, then large group.
• Easy A at the Fishbowl.

And in closing, all I want to say is this: "You may be the only bible some people ever read." [-Author Unknown]. With that in mind, always be Love to those around you, whether you know them or not. Maybe your compassion for them is the greatest testament of God that they have ever experienced. They may not even initially recognize the motivation of your heart, but I guarantee you they will be curious. And more importantly, they will be touched-- not by us, but by the love, grace, and compassion that God has given us, so that we may give it to others. Embody Jesus. Be Love. And may His light shine through you for the world to see.

"Let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven."

{Matthew 5:16}

"For God, who said, 'Let light shine out of darkness,' made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of God’s glory displayed in the face of Christ."

{2 Corinthians 4:6}

Goodnight loves.

Moulin Rouge

I spent this evening with my darling Stephanie :) After work, she had me over for dinner, in which we enjoyed baked potatoes and salad complete with chicken :) We talked about some childhood things, some fun and some not, and we debated whether or not I am unfair in my playing of nose-goes. Haha. Soon after dinner, Lauren came home, and the three of us ended up lounging on the sofa in front of the television-- me with my giant mug of tea that apparently was equivalent to four cups. (I drank two mug-fulls before the night was over! Haha.) Then, after talking to my padre on the phone for a while, we decided to watch a movie.

Moulin Rouge. I had never seen this movie before, and it certainly was not what I expected! And although I was left empathetically heartbroken, I thoroughly enjoyed the storyline! I might go so far as to say that I like it better than the Notebook. (I know, such a statement is practically taboo for a girl, but I said it!) I'm a sucker for a good love story, but I guess I'm pretty picky about what I consider "good." Hmm... Is this going to carry over into real life, this trait? Oh dear, I may be in trouble. Haha. (It's funny because it's kind of not.... And also because it might be true. Haha.) Anywhoo, after the movie, Steph and Lauren proceeded to serenade me with this song, complete with movement and everything:

Twas a beautiful sight to behold, haha :) Those girls are so funny. I'm so happy that Steph had me over tonight. Not only do I miss my Steph-squared time, but I just love her a lot. Whether she's giving me advise, listening to me sob, dancing with me in the hallways of Wilson, or "slaving over" (:P) a home-prepared meal for the two of us, she is always there to lift me up and bring a smile to my face :) Who's thankful? This girl right here.

Goodnight loves!

The playlist on my sorority's website is my jam.

Check it out, if you so choose! (You have to click enter!)

I've been listening to it basically erryday.... while getting ready, winding down at night, right now... stuff like that! Haha.

I've got my priorities.

I may not do my reading for class. I might wait until the last minute to do writing assignments. I might sit in TDU all day long relaxing and hangout when I could be studying. I may not have the most motivation of any student in the world... But, let me tell you what I do have here at JMU: loving and supportive friends.

We talked about what a community of God looks like tonight at small group, and, from where I'm standing, I am a part of some pretty incredible examples! I have sisters who never cease to love me. They hold me when I cry, pray for me when I'm overwhelmed, and rejoice with me in my excitement. They're the people I tell things to first, and they encourage me in all of my endeavors! I have a small group that genuinely cares about me. They help carry my burdens, empathize with me, lift me up in prayer, and offer me reassurance. Even the girls that don't know me very well offer to meet my needs. Both of these groups are centered on Christ, and that, truly, is where the beauty emerges! Where else would one find such compassion and sacrificial love? Nowhere.

I am blessed, and I will not lose sight of that. When I'm down, I have people to have me rise. These are people whom I love and care for very much. They are my community; they are my sisters. They are my priority here. I may be paying for an academic education, but I will take away so much more than that. My priority is friends first, schoolwork second. Perhaps for some that seems askew. From where I stand, however, the needs of others come before my own, and that includes my "need" to do those written assignments or study or read. I will love others as Christ loved me, and as He loves them. That is what I strive for, and that is where my prioritization stems.

I love you all! Goodnight.

Psalms...

Not just for myself, but also for those whom I love and care about with every fiber of my being. My prayer is that peace and refuge would be found in God, and that hope and joy would be restored. I would love nothing more than to see such a revival. God is faithful, and I must always remember that His hand will forever be more powerful than my own. Where I may able to do nothing, He can do all things. Though trust is a struggle, I need to overcome that and truly place all of my trust in God. His provision is sufficient, His work is miraculous, and He is working for the good of those who love Him. Remember, self, that this is Truth; accept it, and embrace it.


Psalm 31
 1 In you, O LORD, I have taken refuge; 
   let me never be put to shame; 
   deliver me in your righteousness. 
2 Turn your ear to me, 
   come quickly to my rescue; 
be my rock of refuge, 
   a strong fortress to save me. 
3 Since you are my rock and my fortress, 
   for the sake of your name lead and guide me. 
4 Free me from the trap that is set for me, 
   for you are my refuge. 
5 Into your hands I commit my spirit; 
   redeem me, O LORD, the God of truth.


 6 I hate those who cling to worthless idols; 
   I trust in the LORD. 
7 I will be glad and rejoice in your love, 
   for you saw my affliction 
   and knew the anguish of my soul. 
8 You have not handed me over to the enemy 
   but have set my feet in a spacious place.


 9 Be merciful to me, O LORD, for I am in distress; 
   my eyes grow weak with sorrow, 
   my soul and my body with grief. 
10 My life is consumed by anguish 
   and my years by groaning; 
my strength fails because of my affliction,[a] 
   and my bones grow weak. 
11 Because of all my enemies, 
   I am the utter contempt of my neighbors; 
I am a dread to my friends— 
   those who see me on the street flee from me. 
12 I am forgotten by them as though I were dead; 
   I have become like broken pottery. 
13 For I hear the slander of many; 
   there is terror on every side; 
they conspire against me 
   and plot to take my life.


 14 But I trust in you, O LORD; 
   I say, “You are my God.” 
15 My times are in your hands; 
   deliver me from my enemies 
   and from those who pursue me. 
16 Let your face shine on your servant; 
   save me in your unfailing love. 
17 Let me not be put to shame, O LORD, 
   for I have cried out to you; 
but let the wicked be put to shame 
   and lie silent in the grave.[b] 
18 Let their lying lips be silenced, 
   for with pride and contempt 
   they speak arrogantly against the righteous.


 19 How great is your goodness, 
   which you have stored up for those who fear you, 
which you bestow in the sight of men 
   on those who take refuge in you. 
20 In the shelter of your presence you hide them 
   from the intrigues of men; 
in your dwelling you keep them safe 
   from accusing tongues.


 21 Praise be to the LORD, 
   for he showed his wonderful love to me 
   when I was in a besieged city. 
22 In my alarm I said, 
   “I am cut off from your sight!” 
Yet you heard my cry for mercy 
   when I called to you for help.


 23 Love the LORD, all his saints! 
   The LORD preserves the faithful, 
   but the proud he pays back in full. 
24 Be strong and take heart, 
   all you who hope in the LORD.



Psalm 34

 1 I will extol the LORD at all times; 

   his praise will always be on my lips. 

2 My soul will boast in the LORD; 

   let the afflicted hear and rejoice. 

3 Glorify the LORD with me; 

   let us exalt his name together.

 4 I sought the LORD, and he answered me; 

   he delivered me from all my fears. 

5 Those who look to him are radiant; 

   their faces are never covered with shame. 

6 This poor man called, and the LORD heard him; 

   he saved him out of all his troubles. 

7 The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear him, 

   and he delivers them.

 8 Taste and see that the LORD is good; 

   blessed is the man who takes refuge in him. 

9 Fear the LORD, you his saints, 

   for those who fear him lack nothing. 

10 The lions may grow weak and hungry, 

   but those who seek the LORD lack no good thing.

 11 Come, my children, listen to me; 

   I will teach you the fear of the LORD. 

12 Whoever of you loves life 

   and desires to see many good days, 

13 keep your tongue from evil 

   and your lips from speaking lies. 

14 Turn from evil and do good; 

   seek peace and pursue it.

 15 The eyes of the LORD are on the righteous 

   and his ears are attentive to their cry; 

16 the face of the LORD is against those who do evil, 

   to cut off the memory of them from the earth.

 17 The righteous cry out, and the LORD hears them; 

   he delivers them from all their troubles. 

18 The LORD is close to the brokenhearted 

   and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

 19 A righteous man may have many troubles, 

   but the LORD delivers him from them all; 

20 he protects all his bones, 

   not one of them will be broken.

 21 Evil will slay the wicked; 

   the foes of the righteous will be condemned. 

22 The LORD redeems his servants; 

   no one will be condemned who takes refuge in him.

Courageous.

In my time as a youth leader, I have continually been humbled by the courageousness of my younger brothers and sisters in Christ. Through immense struggle and times of trial, they have managed to embody a boldness that never ceases to blow me away. Not only do they possess amazing hearts for God and their siblings, but they are taking on this world knowing that there are greater things that lie ahead. They know that God did not create them to be discouraged, down-trodden, or hopeless. Rather, Jesus instills us with hope, strength, and courage.

I still feel so blessed to have forged these relationships with the youth. Having them in my life has expanded my heart's capacity to love, and they continue to instill spiritual growth within me. They are some of my greatest joys, and some of my dearest treasures. My prayer is that they continue to stand strong, with God as their Rock and Fortress. He is good, all the time. And even more-so than I love them, He does.

Goodnight, loves!

Songs for wearisome self.

After a long day such as this, songs like these are what I need. Remembering that I need stability from God in my life, and that He is in control of all things. What I need to do is trust, and remember that my will means nothing.



One day, all weariness and struggle will cease. Truly, we will sing "Hallelujah!" For we have been pardoned, loved, and saved by Jesus.



Run-down:

• Woke up early to make pigs-in-a-blanket for everyone.
• Church!
• My SAO loves accompanied me as well :)
• Lunch at Chipotle!
• Nicole and Courtney joined me, along with many of my home loves!
• Took a stroll through Anthro before heading back to my house.
• Stephanie met us at my house, and it was off to JMU once more.
• SAO family dinner, followed by our business meeting.
• Worship night!

Goodnight loves!

RVA love/SAO sister fusion :)

Today was just so good :)

I started with a tea date with my beautiful little, Hannah :) She got Moroccan Mint, I got Divine Temple (which was SO GOOD you guys!). I thought Hannah's smelled like Listerine.... But she LOVES it so it's fine. Haha.

Next on the agenda: dance performance by the Axis Dance Company. They were so amazing! What makes it even more wonderful is that some of their dancers have physical disabilities. Literally, they are confined to a wheelchair and dance with just as much passion and elegance as anyone else. I'm really glad I got to see it :)

Then.... RICHMOND BOUND!!! Jenn, Hannah, Courtney, Nicole, Taylor, Kirsten, Brittany, and myself left JMU around 4 so that they could hit up the J. Crew warehouse sale! They did pretty well, I must say, and they seem quite pleased with their findings :) Huzzah!

Our lovely founding sister, Claire, invited us into her home and prepared us dinner! How sweet is she?! We had pasta (with options of parmesan cheese, mushrooms, artichokes, and tomato sauce), deviled eggs, pita chips and mozzarella ball, bread, fruit salad, orange wedges, and a desert plate.... Needless to say, we were pleasantly stuffed. And Claire is just too funny; her story telling abilities are some of the best :) Not long after the meal was finished, I got a text informing that Heather has arrived at my house. Haha. Since I was not there, I told her to let herself in, and we quickly made our way to my casa!

Movie night/hangout ensued! It made me so happy to be able to run into my house and immediately get an attack hug from my best friend :) Heather got to see some of the craziness of my sisters unleashed as they tried on their new clothing/swimwear, haha. I have no explanation they're just wonderfully entertaining :) Then, much later, KELLY CAME OVER! Yay!!!! I loved having my sisters and two of my dearest friends together in my living room :) We prepared hot beverages for ourselves, popped some popcorn, and watched Bridesmaids together :)

Now, everyone is tucked in and drifting off to sleep :) My heart is happy :) Goodnight loves!

Mary Mag swag :)

Well, even though I was extremely stressed out this morning, and even had a mini panic-breakdown, I was able to pull myself together before my big to-do of the day.... I am happy to report that my Bible study went very well today! At least, that's what several sisters told me, so assuming they were being honest with me... I feel pretty good about it :) I kicked off the semester series with Mary Magdalene, because when I was thinking over which woman to do for my first study, her name was literally the one that kept bursting into my thought bubble :) I learned quite a bit from the process of creating this study, and I am extremely grateful that God shared a lesson from His Word with each of us there. Truly, you learn so much when you study scripture with others! They find things that you may have overlooked, or they offer a perspective that you may have never previously considered. I love my sisters; not only for their constant support, but for sharing their heart and their faith :)

The rest of my day consisted of:

• Once Upon a Time/hangout at the Fishbowl.
• Dinner at TDU with my small group.
• Large group.
• Short play sesh in the snow.
• We made art! Haha :)

• Watched The Devil Wears Prada at the Fishbowl.

Goodnight darlings! Tomorrow, I am Richmond bound for the night! Eeep! :)

Anxious nervous and anxious excited!

Anxious nervous: I'm leading my first Bible study tomorrow. Ahhhh! This semester, my sisters and I will be diving into a "Women of the Bible" series. And since I'm head of B-stud committee, I decided I should take on the first one. I'm nervous because I've never really put a study together and carried it out all by myself. Okay,of course it's not ALL by myself, my study Bible has been a HUGE help. (I mean, imagine THAT.... Hahaha.) I just hope everything goes smoothly and that it doesn't end up being super short and that the girls like it. (That run-on sentence should be an indicator of those nerves I was talking about, haha.) It's at 1:00 PM tomorrow, technically today, so if you get a chance and would like to say a quick prayer for me, I would greatly appreciate it!

Anxious excited: On a whim of spontaneity, myself and about nine of my sorority sisters are coming to Richmond Saturday evening through Sunday! BAHH! They really want to hit up the J. Crew warehouse sale (which is the reason behind us going). Haha. I've already been, so I probably won't be making any further purchases, but YESSS! I'm excited because 1) This is going to be a GIANT sleepover at my house! Haha. and 2) I'm going to get to see my beloved church family on Sunday!!! Eeeeep! I am just so excited! And I'm think I might have some of you RVA loves come over for a movie or something Saturday night too :) A LOT of girls? Yes. Crowded? Oh definitely. Fun? I THINK IT WOULD BE :)

:) :) :) :) I just don't even know what else to say. Haha. Have a lovely night/day everyone! I love you all!

There isn't much for me to say.

I am so excited to be dancing again.

Naps are glorious, particularly for college kids.

Work is monotonous. I cannot wait to be in a career in which I am truly passionate.

I am blessed to have friends. That much is so very true. Moreover, I am blessed to have friends that make accommodations just so that I can spend time with them. I will never take these things for granted.

Snow tubing is quite the thrill; half the fun is screaming the whole way down :) I speak from experience.

I'm not sure what's worse: having "Drop it Like it's Hot" or "Ding Dong the Wicked Witch is Dead" stuck in your head.... (Hate that that just rhymed...)

I'm afraid the Bible study I'm planning for Friday won't be very long at all... Prayers, please?

I will never be too busy for the people that I love. I will always be available to be whatever kind of friend they need. Let me be your punching bag, your shoulder to cry on, your person to vent to... Anything and everything you may need from me as a friend, or a sister.

Goodnight loves :)

Sometimes I stop and wonder...

Just what is the point?

I think every college kid struggles with this at one point or another. If you're like me, it happened when you're writing a paper that will have no significance once you turn it in, or you're working on an assignment for a GenEd/elective course that has absolutely NOTHING to do with your chosen career path (yet you have to take it to obtain the credits you need to graduate). Yes, education is good, and I know that I am beyond blessed to be receiving one; that I do not take for granted. I just wish that these courses we spend hundreds of dollars on would be more catered to preparing us for our futures. Even more than that, I wish that the emphasis was on making sure we really understand what we're learning as opposed to getting grades to fulfill the university's scale. I want someone to sit down with me and teach me the skills I need in order to help someone who has endured terrible trauma. I want to know what needs I need to meet and how to meet them. I want to know the do's and don't's of providing therapy and counseling. I want the low-down on how to reintegrate a person into the society they were ripped out of. These are things that I need to know, and they are also things I may never really learn in college. I wish I did, I really do. When I go out into the world to serve my brothers and sisters, I want to be as educated and prepared as I can be. They deserve nothing less. Sometimes I just wonder if going through all of this will actually be what educates me, or if it will be a complete culture-shock once I'm really working in the field. My guess is that I will truly learn my need-to-knows once I'm put in a position, and I'm not sure if that is exciting or scary...

Regardless of my opinion on this matter, I have a journal to write for my Improv class. Goodnight loves, and pleasant dreams :)

Something I am not good at receiving:

Help.

I feel terrible when it is offered to me. I often refuse it, but as I go on I keep noticing this trend where people disregard my refusal and force their assistance on me anyways. Now, please do not take that statement as one that has underlying anger or complaint; I meant nothing of the sort. I love my friends, and their sacrificial hearts touch my deeply. I just hate making others feel like they need to help me, because I feel like they shouldn't have to feel like they have to! They claim that they want to, and they insist that it isn't a big deal. Truly, though, it is. Perhaps it's an issue of pride on my part; maybe I'm just stubborn. Either way, I have friends that are far too kind. And I hope that, one day, I will be able to repay them for the countless ways in which they have insisted upon helping me, because I don't want to be that friend. You know what I mean? Blah, maybe this post doesn't make any sense...

Goodnight loves.

A series of events,

all of which worked, in one way or another, for my benefit. I didn't see it at the time, and it is something that is easy to overlook/difficult to appreciate without thorough hind-sight. As I was preparing for my testimony today, I re-visited the crazy web of events that led up to who I am/what I'm experiencing today. I want to attempt to give you some example of what I mean...

Starting cheerleading at the age of 4. → It was at a USA cheering practice that I first saw the competition dance team and wanted to be a part of it. → I started dancing, and realized that was what I loved. → I got auditioned/got in to Center for the Arts. → I met and became very close friends with Addie. → She brought me to youth group with her. → I started learning about who Jesus truly was and forming a relationship with Him. → I started getting involved in Bible study, youth group, Sunday service, and youth choir. → I made the most amazing friends I could have ever dreamed of. → They became my support system, my encouragement, and my family. → They served as an amazing testament of what God's love looks like amongst His children.

Regular attendance at youth group/Bible study expanded my knowledge on the Bible as well as the injustices in the world. → I was introduced to the issue of human trafficking. → I realized that I wanted to work for an organization like IJM. → Social Work became my major of interest for college. → JMU is actually the only school I applied to that offered a Social Work major. (So it ended up being a blessing that I didn't get accepted to UVA.) → I became a part of the most amazing sisterhood I could have ever imagined. → I have a family here at school, too! And it is centered on Christ :)

I encountered some intense family conflict in my senior year of high school. →I had a few amazing youth leaders reach out to me with their advise and guidance. → The love the poured into me made me want to give that same love back to the youth group. → I became a youth intern/leader. → I forged relationships with middle and high schoolers that pushed my understanding of God's love, strength, and glory even further than what I had ever previously fathomed.

My parents got divorced when I was around 10 years old. → My mom got remarried. → Her and her husband bought a house in West Virginia. → I was home almost every weekend by myself starting in the 10th grade. → I was given a great deal of independence without structure or restrictions. → I was able to spend about 4 nights a week with Addie. → (see above)

My brother was murdered when he was 23; I was 13. → Knowing who/what he was involved with, I had a reason for a moral compass through my middle and high school years. → I was open to the idea of seeing what church was really about.→ I developed the knowledge and affirmation that God is in all things and in every situation.→ I received a comfort that I never knew existed when I was 13.

I was not raised a Christian. → I was able to come to Christ on my own, based on my desire to know God-- not by coercion or persuasion.

... I have to be honest with you, I could sit here and go at this for a while, but I think you see what I mean. Both the joys and struggles in out lives mold us into who God wants us to be-- the person He created us to be! There is purpose in everything, and the result (whether it is apparent or not) is going to be beautiful! Trust God, place your faith in Him, and let Him lead you down the path He has set before you :)

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."
{Romans 8:28}

Productivity! On a Saturday....?

Yep! I got quite a bit done today! Not for classes (go figure), but I had quite a bit to do for my sorority! I got together all of my stuff for pass-downs (Merry Christmas, Steph! Haha.), and I started putting together stuff for Bible Study Committee for this semester. I found scripture for the study I'll be leading this coming Friday, finished up the devotional and testimony sign-up sheets for our meetings, and sent out a plethora of e-mails. Ready for tomorrow's meeting? I think yes. I just need to outline what I'm going to say when I share my testimony.... Oh dear. I'm not afraid of giving it, I just don't want it to be too long or all over the place, you know? Blah, I'll be doing that tomorrow.

Social recap, ready go! I got brunch with Rachel, Taylor, Brittany, Kirsten, Jess, and Hannah (Little)! That was a good time indeed :) I hung out with Jenn for a bit in the early evening. We stopped by Walmart, where she made me confront a nightmare... picking out a color of yarn that I liked. (Decisions... I'm terrible at them.) With her help, I picked one out :) She's going to knit me a circle scarf! So sweet. I am quite excited about it :) We hung out at her house for a bit after that and watched some football while she also cleaned her room. Later, after I got some dinner, I hung out with Mina, Lauren (LC), and Sara and watched Crazy, Stupid Love :) Yes, I did just watch it yesterday, but this was a total coincidence! Haha. That was fun too! Plus, Mina and I got to chat a little bit, which was nice :) I do love her! Then, upon returning to my dorm, I got to skype Heather!!!!! I miss her too much for my own good! I was very happy to see her lovely face on my computer screen :)

And now, I am going to wind down, talk to Kathryn, read my Bible, and sleep :) Goodnight loves!

So. Sleepy...

So here is a quick fill in on my past two days (since I did not post last night).

Thursday, the 12th:

• Classes. (snooze!)
• Watched 13 Going on 30 with Hannah and Brandi :)
• Work. (womp!)
• Dinner with Steph :)
• Sleepover at the Fishbowl :)

Today (Friday):

• Woke up after 11. (YAY for having no classes!)
• Watched Mona Lisa Smile.
• Picked up a package. (Psyc textbook, woop!)
• Grabbed some lunch.
• Drove back to the Fishbowl to meet Steph.
• Paid my security deposit for next year!
• And Steph signed the lease! (YAY for no longer being homeless!)
• Hung out at the Fishbowl some more :)
• Steph, Lauren, and I just hung out and talked for a while :)
• When Hannah and Brandi got back, we all watched Crazy, Stupid Love :)
• Met up with my mom to get a few things from her.
• She bought me Stizz :)
• So grateful!
• IV Large Group!
• Just in time for CJ's talk and the closing worship!
• Star-tripped Taylor. (HAHA!)
• Taylor came over and we watched Black Swan!
• Worked on putting together Alum/B-stud Committee stuff for Sunday's meeting.
• Hooray for productivity? I think yes!

Yep, that about sums up the last two days! I'm sure you all have noticed, but I resort to these lists when I get tired. (I mean, that's not the ONLY time I use them, but you know what I mean.) I cannot believe it is  almost 4:30 AM.... I need to go to bed! Goodnight loves!

Another rainy day.

And hump-day no less! Bahh! This morning was quite good, though it was followed up with dateless lunch, monotonous work, unenthusiastically spending over $10 on a printer cartridge, and trudging through the monsoon that the clouds unleashed. But let's not dwell on that stuff, let's talk about the happier things!

Modern was a "go over the syllabus" day, but we did a little floor barre with the remaining 20 minutes we had. All I could think about were the countless days I spent laying on the CFA dance studio floor with Finkerbelle :) Then, in Improv, we did different movement playing with weightedness (weighing 4 tons/being lighter than air) and leading with different body parts (right knee/nose/left side of the pelvis) on the low, middle, and high levels. I can tell that I'm going to enjoy this class :) It's just very relaxed and open to freedom of expression without the burden of rules or technical restrictions! Since that class concluded my first official week of my dance classes, I just felt like I had to text Fink and tell her how thankful I was for the training she provided me with, because without her there is NO way I would be on par with these other dancers. So I did just that :) And in her response, she said that she "miss[ed] [my] brightness in her class." I just wanted to hug her when she said that! I was so touched. I never knew that she saw a brightness in me, and it was just the sweetest thing to hear from a teacher I respect so much. I owe a lot to her, I really do!

Small group was nice tonight, too! We all shared about our breaks :) I got super excited talking about mine, and I had quite a few people laughing. Haha! It's fine :) I got a little distracted in the middle of it when I saw the Voldemort puppet pal chilling on top of their Christmas tree.... HAHA! It threw me off rullll bad! But yes, I splurged about the exciting endeavors Heather and I are currently pursuing, and they were all excited for us too, I think! I think they were also like "woahhhh!" because I was super stoked while I was talking. Haha. But yes, so that was good. We also broke into our first tiny groups! I'm with Bonnie-Jean, Alyssa, and Samantha :) This will be fun, I do believe!

Friends, can I also just say how much more at peace I've been feeling since I started reading the Bible every day? I've actually been doing it, and it's fantastic! I can feel my faith growing, and it's just been amazing! I'm reading the New Testament from start to finish, so I am currently in Matthew :) I plan to keep this up! I've even been carrying one of my Bibles in my backpack at all times so that I can read it in my spare time before/in between/after class. No excuses for me! Huzzah!

Goodnight loves :)

Day two of classes.

Well, I have officially gone to each of my classes (since the other course I was trying to get in got full... we won't go into why I think that is). Today's classes are going to be much more demanding and/or tedious, which I was anticipating. One thing I'm a little worried about, in regards to my science and social work classes, is that both of my professors have very strong accents. One of them is from Korea, and the other is from India I believe. I can understand what they're saying, but I will definitely have to pay close attention to make sure I catch everything. I do love the diversity, though. It really adds to the learning experience, I think! How boring would it be if all of my professors were super similar? Very. And also, my abnormal psyc class went by quite fast considering it's 2.5 hours long! My professor is very interesting and a healthy dose of sarcastic. He seems pretty cool, I think!

In social news, I got to enjoy lunch/hangout time with Jenn, Nicole, Taylor, Kirsten, Brittany, and Courtney today! I got to see some small group people (Samantha, Lauren, Kaci, Emma, and Melissa) too! And, after dinner, I was able to have a Stizz date with my Little, Hannah! YAY! I was so happy to see her :) We may not have found an official Big/Little weekly date time yet, but we were determined to get time together this week! Haha :)

Also, a thought from today: We really need to be conscious about what we say/do and how it represents Christ and the church. I know I have said and done things that poorly represent my Father and perhaps even demeaned my brothers and sisters; I am far from spotless. But my thought is that the more we become aware of our tendencies, the better we will become at eliminating those that do not glorify God.

"And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him."
{Colossians 3:17}


"So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God."
{1 Corinthians 10:31}

Goodnight all!

First day of classes, Spring 2012!

Okay, so my only classes on Monday and Wednesday are dance classes, specifically Intermediate Modern and Improvisation. And in Improv we just went over the syllabus, but Modern was a full blown class! I will admit, I'm a tad rusty since I haven't taken a class in about a year and a half. Thus, I was more than a little anxious/intimidated going into this thing. (Also bearing in mind that I am the only person who isn't a dance major/minor/hopeful.) But I am happy to report that it went fairly well! I'm not the quickest when it comes to picking up combinations, but I'm hoping to improve on that! I was a little scared that she would pull me aside and suggest that I bump down a level (which she did do with a few girls), but she didn't and I was so happy/relieved! I'm not as shabby as I thought! Yay! The only slight downer of the class was this:

That, my friends, is a blood blister. Yes, I got that little beauty during a combination where we were going down to the floor. I didn't realize how close I was to the wall of retracted bleachers and my hand slammed right up under that thing. It was annoying, and slightly painful when I hit it on things, but I drained it and it feels better right now. Sorry if that was disgusting....

As for the rest of the day, I spent quality time with some of my SAO sisters! I enjoyed lunch while hanging out with varying combinations of Kirsten, Beth, Jenn, Taylor, Lauren, and Hannah :) I went over to Steph's apartment and watched Friends with her and her roommate Lauren while sipping on some hot tea :) Then, after grabbign some dinner, I hung out at the Fishbowl with Lauren, Hannah, Jenn, and Brandi; we watched Little Manhattan :) That movie is SO precious! I just love it!

Oh, and did I mentioned it snowed today? Because it did, quite a bit actually!

It's not really visible in the picture, but it was coming DOWN! (View of Wilson from the Forbes tunnel.)

My suitcase from break is officially unpacked, and all I have left to put away are my shoes. Oh joy... I still don't think I'm excited about being back at school, but my friends are helping me enjoy it. I love them. I love YOU! Goodnight all!

Winter break, you will never be long enough.

And now I am back at JMU, 128 miles away from all of the excitement and rest I was experiencing at home. It's bittersweet, being back. I'm excited to see all of my amazing sisters and friends, but I really do long for my family back home. And I'm afraid that I'll be distracted spiritually now that I'll be having a busy schedule. Over break, and in the past week especially, I have felt myself become closer to and more rooted in God, and I desperately want to hold on to that! I know my tendencies, and I do not want to find myself taking four steps backward. I'm definitely going to need to take Shane's sermon to heart. I need to utilize and rely on God's time, power, and purpose!

I'm quite tired, and so once again I shall present you with a run-down:

• Overslept.
• Alarm was set for PM... Hate that.
• Got to church 30 minutes late.
• Lunch at Chipotle.
• Stroll through Anthropologie with Elsbeth, Heather, and Meaghann.
• Packing... lots of it.
• Dinner with Dad and Jenn.
• Drive back to JMU.
• Crazy truck who did not like me and had the Jesus fish on their car.
• Irony.
• Talked to Kelly for a spell!
• Hang out at the Fishbowl.
• I do love them.
• Much needed chat time with Heather.
• I miss her terribly already.

Goodnight loves!

This is REAL LIFE!

Before I even begin to express how incredibly exciting and amazing today was, let me just give you a run-down.

• 8:30 AM: Meeting with Sara Pomerory, founder of the Richmond Justice Initiative.
• Breakfast at Whole Foods.
• J. Crew Warehouse Sale.
• Chill time at my casa.
• 2:30 PM: Meeting with Pastor Hershman.
• Quick Panera trip.
• Watch a little Zoey 101 with Jennifer.
• Stop by Grace's 13th birthday party.
• Grab Jennifer and I's dinner from Tropical Smoothie.
• Skype sesh with Heather.
• Final episode of Wizard of Waverly Place with Jennifer.
• Hangout at Rachel's.
• Dizzy running and star tripping FTW!
• Skype Jenn while packing.

Last night, I mentioned Heather and I's mission to find a way to actively pursue our passion. Well, for those who may not know, we both wish to work in the field of rescuing and rehabilitating human trafficking victims. All that we've ever been told is that, to even be considered for a position to help in this field, you have to get your Master's and work in the U.S. for two years. In other words, Heather and I would have to wait another SIX YEARS before any of these major organizations would look at us. We decided last night that we do not wish to wait that long. We feel called to go and to do and our hearts' longing is to do just that! We've informed others, we've written letters, we've given money, we've signed petitions (all of which we are in the utmost support of!), but we really want to do more. We want to be out their helping these girls first hand. So, after our emailing endeavors last night, we were ecstatic to have been able to arrange a meeting with both Sara and Hershman (please not the short notice, this was totally a God thing!). Sara informed us of some incredible opportunities to help fight human trafficking right now while we're still in the places that we are (for me, the Shenandoah Valley Justice Initiative!). She also gave us the name and phone number of a couple that is helping trafficking victims in India who are actually trying to hold an even at our church!

Then, we had our meeting with Pastor Hershman, which was the most encouraging thing... He told us that we had his complete and total support. He shared his connections with us and even told us that we are allowed to use his name when contacting these people. He offered to call the people as a follow up to  Heather and I's communication! He told us to let him know if we needed any help at all! He shared with us some insight from scripture. He shared some of his personal experiences with us, and he prayed with us. For Pastor Hershman to tell us that he was now close knit to us, and to have him call us his "little sisters".... I just cannot begin to tell you how uplifting that was. And I should also mention that the one couple he mentioned in particular just so happened to be the exact same couple that Sara mentioned. (God moment!!!!) There is no way that this is a coincidence, we believe that this is a door that God is presenting us with, and we are so beyond excited! A giddy dance session in the parking lot ensued, and we departed feeling so ready to take the next step in seeing our mission through! We have a toe in the door, friends! PRAISE! And it happened in less than 24 hours time!

We know that this is seemingly crazy, but now that we realize the support we have behind us, we are seeing amazing potential opportunities in our near futures! It may mean leaving school before we get our bachelor's degree. It may mean moving to the other side of the Atlantic Ocean. I may mean selling almost everything we own and seeking the aid of total strangers. We know what this mission entails, and we're willing drop everything and go if or when opportunity knocks. Our hearts are for the women and children who are chained to the pimps and the johns. We want to give them the liberty and justice they deserve, and we want to provide them with hop and the Truth so that they may truly prosper. The Lord will have His way in the end. And regardless of what that looks like, glory will be brought to His name, and righteousness will reign in His kingdom.

Goodnight my loves :)

"We sound so crazy right now!"

"But we're crazy in the name of Jesus!"

Over some boba tea, Heather and I both decided that we were tired of sitting around having to wait before we would be aloud to go out into the world. Through Passion, we saw that there is in fact a way to actively pursue our passion right here in the present. Our goal now, is just to find out what that way is. If this works, our lives could be forever altered. It will require great sacrifice, and it won't be easy by any means, but we are actually going for it! Right now, my brian just keeps going, "This is real life! Ahhhh!" I may be speaking too soon in posting about this, but I am just so excited for the possibilities that potentially lie ahead! This is all in the hands of Jesus, and, regardless of how these meetings play out, His glorious will shall be done. Justice will reign, and Heather and I will continue to play a part in that no matter how what-- no matter how small.

"He said to them, “Go into all the world and preach the good news to all creation."
{Mark 16:15}

Curious about the run-down? I'll throw that in here too.

• J. Crew warehouse sale!
• Two bikinis and a one-piece for $15.75!
• Chill at the house for a bit.
• Heather time!
• Boba.
• Delicious dinner at her casa.
• Email endeavors.
• Currently crashing at my house.

Well loves, tomorrow comes early! Goodnight :)

"To be bold

is to be confident in the Gospel." -Louie Giglio

I just finished watching the stream of the final session of Passion 2012, and more than ever I wish I had considered going to this conference. Even sitting on my bed in my pajamas, I was moved. I mentioned last night that I needed to be bold. When I said this, however, the focus was on a primarily internalized/personal level. After listening to Giglio, I am further convicted my proclamation of faith needs to be intentionally made known to those around me. I don't need a blow horn or giant banner, but I do need to have the confidence to stand firm even when those around me are in blatant opposition to my Father and His Truth. In the face of adversity, the last characteristic I need to embody is timidity. Louie was right when he said that we never really know how close someone is to coming to Christ. We might think that our efforts stand no possibility of bearing fruit, but we cannot forget that this is the Holy Spirit that is at work here, not our mere human selves! We, even as a university-aged generation, have the power to impact the world in the name of Jesus, but that means that we have to be fearless. We cannot be phased by hurdles, and we have to eliminate fears that stand to sabotage the mission God has placed before you. I'm not saying it's going to be easy; the Lord knows that any righteous endeavor comes with some degree of struggle. But if we do everything in the name of our Father with a pure heart and a fire burning within us, nothing can stand against us in spreading the glory of the Gospel. Our God is for us!

"Pray also for me, that whenever I speak, words may be given me so that I will fearlessly make known the mystery of the gospel."
{Ephesians 6:19}


"And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him."
{Colossians 3:17}


"What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?"
{Romans 8:31}

For anyone, like myself, who was not in Atlanta, GA for Passion, I found this blog, where a man named Brian took notes on each session. (There are links to all previous sessions at the top of the linked page.) No, it isn't the talks in their entirety, but I am grateful for the resource nonetheless! Some of you may be as well :)

If you want to financially contribute to the mission to end modern day slavery, you can still Give to Freedom! It still blows my mind (and the utmost praise be to God!) that the people involved in Passion raised over $3 million, but there is always more support that can be given and is needed. There are 27 million slaves in the world today, and our generation can be the one that diminishes that statistic, God willing. Even if your donation is small, like mine was, it can help make a world of difference to the countless women and children that are in need of salvation. From your heart, give freely.

Goodnight, dear friends. May the Lord bless you, always :)

Be Bold.

Tonight was my first time back at youth group since August, and it was truly amazing. I got to dance around with my middle/high school girls, get way too into the pyramid game, and I even got in on the action when "Be Bold" was played. The first round, I ended up getting pushed out of the mob and had to jump over a kid laying on the ground to prevent stepping on his face. Haha. That second time, I got pushed straight into the middle of the mob and ended up being on the bottom of the dog pile. And even with numerous kids falling on top of head and throwing themselves on top of me (and the knot that is currently forming on my shin), it was one of the highlights of my entire break. In that moment, I just felt like I was truly home. These kids are some of the greatest joys I have in my life, and the passion they have for God is such a testament of His glory; it's an incredible inspiration to me. During worship I opened my eyes and saw almost every person with their hands raised to God, shouting praise to their Father who they love. The Spirit was present and moving, that I am certain of. These middle and high schoolers are so in love with the Lord, and I don't think I've ever seen anything so beautiful.

Earlier today, I watched the stream of Francis Chan's talk from the Passion conference, and I was literally left speechless. Everything from the harsh truth of God's Word, our compulsion to sugarcoat/alter the Word for our convenience or justification(Noah/Adam and Eve), our shame in sharing the gospel, the constant lies we can be/are presented with, the importance of embodying faith, to reminder that all of the Truth is held in the Bible... All of it just struck me so profoundly. I need to know the Word of God if I am to avoid deception. I need to trust that God is true to His Word, and with that accept the Truth literally for what it is (not my own desired interpretation of it). I can be excited for the things God has prepared for me and have the faith necessary to follow His direction. My passion and compassion should be acted upon with righteous ambition and enthusiasm; I should never be ashamed to express my faith. I need to have the strength to step out when no one else will. I must be bold.

"For I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God that brings salvation to everyone who believes." 
{Romans 1:16}


” ⁶ Jonathan said to his young armor-bearer, 'Come, let’s go over to the outpost of those uncircumcised men. Perhaps the LORD will act in our behalf. Nothing can hinder the LORD from saving, whether by many or by few.'

 ⁷ 'Do all that you have in mind,' his armor-bearer said. 'Go ahead; I am with you heart and soul.'”

{1 Samuel 14:6-7}

" ³ For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear.⁴ They will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths. ⁵ But you, keep your head in all situations, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, discharge all the duties of your ministry."

{2 Timothy 4:3-5}

” ¹² Then Jesus said to his host, 'When you give a luncheon or dinner, do not invite your friends, your brothers or sisters, your relatives, or your rich neighbors; if you do, they may invite you back and so you will be repaid. ¹³ But when you give a banquet, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind, ¹⁴ and you will be blessed. Although they cannot repay you, you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous.'”

{Luke 14:12-14}

"Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit."

{Matthew 28:19}

" ³ All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our flesh and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature deserving of wrath. ⁴ But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, ⁵ made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. ⁶ And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, ⁷ in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus."

{Ephesians 2:3-7}

"All these people are saying God doesn't work like that anymore, and I'm going 'Man, I think they're all lying.' 'Cause I'm reading this book and it seems like Christ has died, and Christ has risen. And He's coming again with all of His angels, and I wanna be ready for that." -Francis Chan

Friends, I feel compelled and beyond blessed right now! God is good, all the time! He is at work and He wants us to be as well! Let us not stand idly by, but actively embody and carry out His Word. Goodnight all!

"Daddy, I just want to be with you."

It's been a long time since I've approached God just to simply spend time with Him. And, if I'm being honest, even then it may have been out of desperation or a sense of obligation. I am not too proud to admit that, and I certainly take no pride in that statement. I know that God loves me; that is a truth I do not doubt, for the Bible makes it clear. Because of this, however, I almost expect God to do all of the leg work. I wait for Him to give me a sign, to provide me with opportunities, or to give me a shove in the right direction. And when I come to Him with prayer, I have an agenda of people I want to lift up, injustices that are in need of tending, and burdens that are being carried. Sitting alone with God, simply talking to Him, or, better yet, listening to Him, is something I have neglected to do in quite some time. And I think part of the reason for this is that sometimes I'm ashamed of where I feel like I stand in my relationship with God. When I feel like I have failed and fallen to shambles, it as though I feel like God's too disappointed in me to speak to me. As foolish as that may sound, that is me being honest. I want to be a daughter that feels comfortable, in any situation, coming to my Father and just to cling to Him and really be with Him. Though God may not like some of my actions on this earth, He still loves me, and He waits for me with open arms. I suppose what this means then, is that I need to accept this truth that is known in my brain, and embed it in my heart. The love between my Father and I may not exactly resemble that of others' relationships with Him, but it has the potential to be something truly beautiful when I maintain my end. I cannot merely receive this incredible grace, love, and mercy of my Father without reciprocation. I need to actively love, worship, praise, and communicate with Him without fear of rejection. Father I do love you, and I really do want to be with you.

Cause I'm fresh!

Hello all! Today was good indeed! Lots of fun and exciting things that I will mention startinggggggg NOW!

Okay, so I got to teach Kelly's Intermediate Hip Hop class tonight at church, and I LOVED IT :) Those girls were so sweet and up for anything. I was scared that my combination would be too short and that they wouldn't enjoy it at al, but I didn't run into those issues at all! One of the girls just straight up told me that she liked it, and I had both of them comfortable and smiling/laughing before the class was over. That's another thing, the time flew by. One of the girls randomly asked me what time it was, and I looked at my iPod and we were both stunned that there was only 7 minutes left. I even went to check my phone, because none of us were believing it. But, I suppose does fly when you're having fun :) And I only taught a little over half of what I had prepared, but it's a much better situation than not having enough (been there before!).  Before one of our run-throughs with music, I heard a girl say something an asked her if she had a question. She said, "No. I was just saying that I suck at this." This precious little girl did not "suck" at all. I told her that, with hip hop, it is impossible to truly be bad at it if you emit a sense of confidence and bring your own personality to it. If you rock your movement, regardless of whether or not you mess up, you will look sweet. And wouldn't you know it, I put the music on and she knew almost all of the choreography, and did most of it with a smile on her face. She did awesome, just like I knew she would :) The thing I love about hip hop, and something I incorporated into my class, is that it doesn't always have to be precise. I am very much a person that loves seeing an individual dance with their own swag, because that's what makes it unique and fun to watch. I'm not sure how used they were to that method of learning/performing movement, but they were a joy to teach :) I had so much fun!

Wow.... That was long winded. Haha. I'll keep the rest short (or at least I'll try). I went to my dad's house for dinner, and helped Jenn with college application stuff. My little sister surprised me with something unexpected; she applied to JMU!!! Ahhh! I am so excited right now :) Even though I know Virginia Tech is her first choice and that she will go there if she gets in, I am still an antsy proud sister! I pray that she gets in to JMU and/or Tech! Fingers crossed, friends!

As for tonight, I partook in a massive hangout at Elizabeth's casa :) Literally, there had to have been about 15 of us, haha. We hung out, took in some Youtube videos, Facebook creeped on others and each other, and eventually Kim, Elizabeth, Rachel, and I ended up at Waffle House :) Maegan was not working tonight, but we made two new friends! Lacy and Jenny :) They were a little tired/frustrated because they were the only two that were there to work, but they were extremely kind and sweet to us. Yay for new Waffle House friends! We're networking :) Oh, and we had an incredible dance session in the car on the way to/in the parking lot of Waffle House. It was epic :)

Okay, that is all for tonight. Goodnight world!

So this is the new year!

I am so glad that today was a Sunday, because that means church! Starting the first of the year with worship and insight from the Word truly is the way to do it :) I loved it! He is the Great I Am, and if we let Him be our guide in this time of transition, He will lead us into the light of His righteousness. Praise and love be to our Father, for He is beyond good to us!



After church, I had lunch with the girls (Heather, Nikki, Shelly, and Annemarie) at Chipotle before grabbing some Stizz and taking a stroll through some stores at the mall :) I love having relaxed chill time with my friends; it just brings my great happiness :) After taking Heather back to church, I went back to my house for a bit before it was time for dinner. Jenn and I enjoyed some Panera together, which also made me happy! Then, Kelly and I visited Katie at Boyer's before going to Elsbeth's! Hooray for fire pits! I got to see lots of lovely friends tonight, and even had some extended hang out time with Colin, J. Blair, Nathan, Kathryn, Kelly, and Elsbeth of course :) I love it when you can just sit and have conversations in a small-ish group of people, especially when they're people you love! And I do love them an awful lot! Truly :)

I'm teaching a dance class for Kelly tomorrow :) Intermediate Hip Hop, huzzah! I think that will be fun :) I'm just a little nervous to potentially teach the ballet class. Haha. I know I'll be fine either way, but I just tend to get a little jittery. It will all be good.... I hope. Haha! I am quite excited for the opportunity, though :) It has been a while and I'm stoked to "get my feet wet" again, so to say. Well, I do believe that is all for now. Goodnight loves!

Artsy Christmas endeavors :)

Now that all of my gifts have been given, I can officially post pictures of the things I made for people this year :)

1) Crayon art!

 Mom's

 Kelly's

 Heather's

 Elsbeth's

2) A decorated wine bottle for Heather to use as a holder for the wine cork candles I got her :)

3) A silhouette painting [of this picture] for Steph :)

I enjoy being artsy sometimes, even if I'm not that artistic :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

We go sober! Haha.

{Photo courtesy: Samantha}

No but seriously, we do :) I had such a lovely time at Julie's tonight with my friendsies! We drank soda, ate some yummy food, watched the Times Square craziness via television, played (and lost three times, in my case) some pool, and when the time came we all welcomed the new year with some sparkling cider :) 2012, we have some pretty high hopes for you! I can't wait to see where you take us!

Upon departure from Julie's, I met up with some friend's at church, but we had to move elsewhere. Elsbeth, Matt, Nathan, Devon, Thomas, Ryan, and myself ended up going to Silver diner, where Matt very kindly treated us to milkshakes. I'll tell you what, those boys as a hoot and a half! Between the awkward stares, the "smooth" approaches, and the suggestive comments, I found myself in a situation that was too humorous to make me feel legitimately awkward, haha! Those boys... I don't know what to do with them. But I love them :)

And now it's after 4 AM and I have church in the morning... Good gravy, self. What wonderful circumstances you have put yourself under! Oh well, the Lord shall be my strength! Oh! And in case anyone was curious or interested, I spent my morning/early afternoon having a Stizz date with my darling Stephanie! We finally got to exchange presents, and I got to catch up on the happenings of her break :) Yay!

That's all for tonight, I'm zonked. Goodnight, loves!