Not.

I am, but you do not see.

I do, but you do not know.

I feel, but cannot say.

I want, but cannot find words.

I fear, but cannot share it.

I desire, but cannot see.

I know, but do not grasp.

I am not. I do not. I feel not. I want not. I fear not. I desire not. I know not.

But I do.

I confess, but will not regret.

I acknowledge, but will not falter.

I struggle, but will not fall.

Will not.